Monday, June 22, 2009

Joyful worship


Worship on Sunday spilled over into clapping and total joy as the music honored our teenagers returning from the Appalachian Service Project where they had helped to repair homes. Usually much more formal, this past Sunday's music consisted of three guitars and a fiddle (violin in reality) playing Appalachion hymns. Rythmical and fun, the congregation as a whole really got into it with the musicians, but the person sitting next to me did not approve at ALL. He said he was raised in the Dutch Reformed tradition where clapping was not permitted. My answer was that I was raised a Lutheran in the most somber of ambiances and clapping supposedly turned worship into performance art and therefore was sinful. I realized that I had gotten over that attitude at last and completely entered the spirit of the worship. It truly WAS worship.





God is love. God is joy.




Friday, June 19, 2009

Busy isn't exactly the word for it......

Those of us at at Nuanced Faith are hardly unaware of the recent rarity of our posts. Yes, we still exist. Of course, we still have opinions.

Here's the problem. In my case, I used to be a teacher and before that I was a stay-at-home mom. I worked hard and my duties -- not always fulfilled -- drove me crazy. My summer schedule, though, was at my own discretion. Not so in my current job, in fact summer is our busiest time.


I've provided some visual aids to help me explain.
Take a look at these two pictures. Which one looks like a better way to spend scarce summer free time?

Then again, which location is conducive to posting blog entries?

Maybe there are younger, more connected, or more technologically enthusiastic people out there who can daydream by the lake and write blog entries at the same time. (Come to think of it, I've not yet met anyone of any generation who is more technologically enthusiastic than Halleson.)


Anyway, we'll be back for sure in August or September. Have a nice summer!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

FaceBook


I apologize for not blogging for a couple of weeks. I am overwhelmed with deadlines, and almost considered closing my FaceBook account because of it. I didn't of course, mainly because FB has just about every member of my family and extended family and also friends and church members on it, so it's a bit of comic relief to become acquainted with all of them in a whole new way.

When I first went on to this social networking site, I accepted some "friends" who were a bit more -um- not what I wanted to see, especially their photos. Ugh. So I restricted my site to "Just Family and Friends" and now nobody but them can see what's being said back and forth. Then I "unfriended" all the undesirables. They didn't seem to notice anyway.

So now FaceBook is fun. And a great distraction from my nervousness over having taken on more tasks than I can handle. I'm methodically working through the projects although some are going more slowly than I would prefer.

I even made up a quiz about Spirituality for the FaceBook audience, and so far three people have taken it with three different results which sort of validates my premises about choosing the outcomes: mystic, follower, analyzer, agnostic, or hogwash.

Anyway, back to making illustrations and maps for my upcoming book which will soon be published.

Thanks for your patience.




Oof da.



Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Notre Dame Commencement Past and Present

Yesterday I posted a long piece over on Paying-Attention -- long because I included the entire text of George W. Bush's 2001 Notre Dame commencement address. There have been many eloquent responses to the controversy about Obama receiving an honorary degree at Notre Dame, and the one I found most powerful was the speech college president Patricia Mcguire made at her own Catholic institution, Trinity Washington University.

Here is the whole thing:

While Trinity is thriving, we are part of a sector of American higher education that is increasingly under siege. The nation’s 245 Roman Catholic colleges and universities are heirs to more than a century of progressive efforts to win acceptance in the mainstream of the American academy. The hard and thoughtful work of numerous Catholic scholars and educational leaders in the middle of the 20th century modernized the governance, curricula and scholarly frameworks of our institutions. The previous great generation of Catholic academic and intellectual leaders --- including such luminaries as Jesuit Father John Courtney Murray, Monsignor John Tracy Ellis, former Notre Dame President Father Theodore Hesburgh, and Trinity’s own President Sister Margaret Claydon -- moved Catholic higher education out of the insular, parochial consequences of this nation’s 19th and early 20th century anti-Catholic, anti-intellectual propensities.

These great leaders of the Vatican II era developed a rich and extensive body of thought supporting the fundamental premise that our faith should not fear freedom, but rather, embrace it; that we must engage with our culture, not shun it; and that Catholic universities must have the same high intellectual standards as all universities, nurturing academic freedom as the bedrock of excellence in scholarship and teaching. The progressive influence of Catholic higher education in the last 50 years propelled lay Catholics into the mainstream of our nation’s social and political life, opening doors to places where once we were held in suspicion or even barred because of rampant religious discrimination.

Today, a half century of progress for Catholic higher education is at risk of slipping back into those insular, parochial pre-Vatican II days. On Sunday, on the campus of the University of Notre Dame, a drama unfolded that will affect the future of all Catholic colleges, and, indeed, will affect the place of Catholics in American life. As has been a tradition at the University of Notre Dame, the president of the United States spoke at the university’s commencement.

Notre Dame has invited many presidents in the past without fear or favor regarding their political positions. But the announcement of President Obama’s appearance triggered one of the angriest and most aggressively hostile efforts to block a commencement speaker ever endured by any American university. The fundamental issue is about the Church’s teachings on the right to life and the contrary policies of the Obama Administration. But there’s more to the Notre Dame case than the obvious clash between religious dogma and secular politics.

This is not about bishops exercising their rightful responsibilities to call Catholic institutions to fidelity to Church teachings. Nor is this about the right of individual Catholics to voice concerns about institutional actions. Disagreement and passionate argumentation are a normal part of university life, and religion sharpens the edges of any debate about university activities. For all Catholic universities, close and continuous dialogue with our bishops is an essential part of our stewardship of the Catholic intellectual tradition; Catholic college presidents frequently must exercise prudential judgment in making sure that the local bishop is not surprised by the appearance, if not the reality of dissent from Church teachings in university activities.

But something else is at work in the Notre Dame case.

The real scandal at Notre Dame today is not that the president of the United States spoke at commencement, albeit causing some controversy among Catholics. The real scandal is the misappropriation of sacred teachings for political ends. The real scandal is the spectacle of ostensibly Catholic mobs camping out at Notre Dame for the specific purpose of disrupting the commencement address of the nation’s first African American president. This ugly spectacle is an embarrassment to all Catholics. The face that Catholicism shows to our new president should be one marked with the sign of peace, not distorted in the snarl of hatred.

The religious vigilantism apparent in the Notre Dame controversy arises from organizations that have no official standing with the Church, but who are successful in gaining media coverage as if they were speaking for Catholicism. The media loves nothing more than a good Catholic versus Catholic fight, a self-destructive civil war that has no winners save the anti-Catholic underground that finds joy and vindication in watching Catholics strangle each other with litmus tests about fidelity. The self-appointed “watchdogs” of Catholic higher education also afflict Catholics in political life, acting as grand inquisitors who appear to want nothing more than to drive all Catholics away from public office. They have established themselves as uber-guardians of a belief system we can hardly recognize. Theirs is a narrow faith devoted almost exclusively to one issue. They defend the rights of the unborn but have no charity toward the living. They mock social justice as a liberal mythology.

Catholicism is not a one-issue faith. The social justice teachings that are central to our Church’s moral construction demand that we act in defense of the sacred dignity of all human life, from conception through salvation. Ours is a faith that demands peace and decries unjust war even as we demand that the unborn child have a right to live --- not mere life, but a life that can realize the full potential of the Creator’s divine plan as a matter of justice. Ours is a faith that is profoundly intolerant of racism and the exploitation of women, of poverty and the violence that economic injustice spawns. Ours is a faith that demands a more just sharing of the world’s resources, more pervasive global education to remediate the illiteracy that condemns children to repeat the cycles of poverty of prior generations. Ours is a faith that finds the use of torture for any reason an abhorrent offense against life. Ours is a faith that calls each member to take the option for the poor, to stand in solidarity with our brothers and sisters on this planet, to exercise the responsibilities of our citizenship fully, to honor the rights and dignity of workers, to be moral stewards of God’s creation --- all in the name of life. This is what it really means to be “pro-life.”

Catholicism is a faith of charity and hope, not hatred, bigotry, self-righteous condemnation. To be Catholic is to embrace the world in all of the remarkable diversity that is part of creation; to be a university is also to embrace the world in the fullness of its intellectual scope and in the endlessness of the human quest for knowledge, meaning and, ultimately, Truth. A Catholic university realizes that the differences of opinion that are the plain reality of human thought are not at all a danger to our faith, but rather, a manifestation of the freedom that God has given to every human being to think, to learn, to engage the quest for that Truth that can never be fully known in this life. Those who claim to know the Truth already claim a power that is God’s alone.

The terrible danger of the siege at Notre Dame, and the ugly specter of Catholic vigilantism’s efforts to intimidate Catholic academic leaders and politicians, is that Catholics will be driven back to the edges of American life, unable or unwilling to be elected to public office, as we once were, unable or unwilling to engage with our colleagues of other faith traditions in the difficult, bruising, uncomfortable yet utterly necessary debates about essential moral issues that contribute to the shape of our society.

The great opportunity in the Notre Dame controversy is the renewal of our commitment to the robust intellectual life of Catholic colleges and universities as the best possible means to ensure the vitality of our faith in public life. If we live the duality of our mission well, neither our freedom nor our faith will suffer harm, and both will be enlarged.

This is a mission that calls us to create campus communities that respect the human person; to minister to the spiritual as well as intellectual needs of these communities; to ensure that the teachings of the Church are fairly and accurately presented. Fidelity to those teachings does not require shunning all other forms of expression. We should make even greater use of the teachable moments when the clash of ideas reveals the need for better research and scholarship on the most critical issues we face, not just as Catholics but as citizens of a very complicated society. Catholic institutions of higher education should be contributing significantly more research and scholarship than we have thus far on those core issues where faith and politics collide: the right to life, economic and social justice, universal education, environmental destruction, equal justice, keeping the peace.

We live our mission as Catholic universities in the sunlight, not in caves; we teach and learn from the center of the culture, not on the margins. Evangelization’s best work occurs in uncharted territories among those who do not share our faith already. We engage every human being who is a child of God and part of his creation; and whether we agree or disagree with that person, every child of God belongs on our campuses. And when that child happens to be the president of the United States, so much the better for the fruitful opportunity to open new avenues of dialogue about the future breadth and depth and moral foundation and legal construction of that Good Society we so earnestly seek.

Here at Trinity, let us take from the controversy at Notre Dame a renewed commitment to give witness to the fullness of our faith tradition, not indulging the moral relativism of repressing faith for the sake of getting along, nor cowering in fear of the moral absolutists who would have us hear no voices but their own. As a Catholic college with a long and proud tradition of educating leaders for the public sector, with a mission commitment to action for social justice that comes to us from our founders, the Sisters of Notre Dame de Namur, we must not shy away from using our intellectual firepower to push the current debate away from the self-destructive precipice of Catholics set against Catholics. We must lead this debate toward the more life-giving mission in true Christian evangelization, teaching all nations the imperatives of justice and peace through which human life will, most assuredly, reap significantly greater protection than the current intractable arguments will ever achieve on their own.

So which of the ladies pictured here do you think is best equipped to solve a problem that is, at heart, in our hearts? The comments on InsideHigherEd were interesting and thoughtful, as always, but many of them did not seem to address the specific issues McGuire raised.

First, I think it is clear what McGuire is complaining about: That the Catholic Church is increasingly recognized inside and outside the faith community as a "one-issue interest group." Political activists (with the assent of the Vatican and the bishops) have reduced the entire range of Catholic teaching to the imperative to criminalize abortion. Not, mind you, the imperative to do everything in our power to see that the unborn are protected. No, just make it illegal and our work will be done. President Obama has not signed on to that fight.

Second, that narrow focus refuses to acknowledge the myriad of other ways that we as a society can abolish abortion by removing the demand: By taking better care of women and children, by showing more respect for families, and by giving pregnant women hope for the futures of themselves and their children. President Obama leads in that aspect of our battle.

Her point was that Catholic institutions need to be defended from political posturing at least as much as they need to be defended from liberalism or libertarianism. Looking at it this way, I'd say McGuire's statement was too mild.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Evolution and Human Nature


Every now and then, the John Templeton Foundation publishes a new series on the Big Questions. The most recent is about evolution, and can be found at http://templeton.org/evolution/. Even the most learned among us have varying views on evolution's importance especially when human nature is added to the equation.

I won't bore you with a long treatise on my views. Go to the above-mentioned website and see what you think. They are open for comments too, so you can express your own views there.



We think, therefore we are.




Sunday, May 3, 2009

Gay Pride is our pride


A few years ago, one of the gay men at my church invited my congregation to march under the banner of our church in Chicago's Gay Pride march. My congregation happens to belong to a denomination that is all mixed up about allowing gays to be clergy or serve as officers in the church or to get married to each other, yet about twenty people decided to march, me included.

It was truly one of the profound experiences of my life and I loved every minute of it even though my feet ached for days after this very long walk. We proudly marched along with people from other churches to show our support for the gay equality movement. The streets were jammed with people all along the march watching us go by, some taking our pictures. We marched right alongside flaming leather-wearing men, bra-less lesbians, drag queens wearing high heels (oh, their feet must have hurt when it was over!), and just plain GLTB folks who want equality for themselves and their families in our nation.

As we walked by, I saw many people along the parade route give us the thumbs-up of approval. We handed out buttons that said things like: "Peace," "Justice for all," "Love your Neighbor," and "We are all Children of one God." I heard people calling out to us, "Could I have another one?" "I need a handful." We gave them out until they were gone.

For me, the issue is not that a sinful lifestyle, if one insists on calling it that, is being lived, but that we have a whole population group that is caught up in something not of its own making. The God-given sexual continuum that includes gays, lesbians, transgendered, and bi-sexual persons and also those born as what used to be called hermaphrodites also includes those of us who are straight (heterosexual), or more-or-less straight, in the very same continuum. So who are we to judge? I really don't think that one of the criterion for God's judgement is where we stand on the gender scale.

So Eric, I say take your band to the Gay Pride festival and do it with love and pride and enthusiasm. There will always be people who want to detract from your expression of God's love, and we just can't be intimidated by that. Do what you know is right.

I think you know what is the right thing to do.




Ephesians 4:1-6 I therefore, the prisoner in the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to the one hope of your calling, one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all, who is above all and through all and in all.





A rare opportunity

A unique opportunity has presented itself to the band I'm in with Sean Gallagher.

In the short time I've been at work I've made a lot of good friends, among them is a gay couple, one of whom happens to be a drag queen. It was this person who approached me about the possibility of my band performing at what will be Enid's first ever gay pride festival. A little confused, I reiterated the fact that we play Christian worship music. The offer still stood. Unsure of the band's reaction to the event, I let him know we would consider it.

So I mentioned the idea to Sean who also threw the idea open to discussion to a lot of our college group friends in the church. The general consensus was pretty supportive of the idea. Of course, there were some concerns, some of which I understand. For some, there's a difficult blending of love, support, and approval and people came on different sides on the issue of showing approval of what they would consider a sinful lifestyle.

Ultimately, I think the reasons for taking the opportunity are far greater than any hesitation I might have about it. It's a rare opportunity and by taking it I think we would be saying really positive things about just how universal God's love can be.

I think it serves to underscore our point since this will be Enid's very first gay pride festival. We assume there may be "Christian" protesters, offering their tired, old, outdated, and unloving message while we have the opportunity to worship and love God out in the community.

As of now, nothing has been set officially and Sean still has a decision to make. If you want to weigh in on his decision and read his thoughts on the opportunity, read his blog post on the subject at http://seangallaghermusic.tumblr.com.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Which club do you belong to?


Knopf posted this John Updike poem as the final installment of their "Poem-a-Day" feature for poetry month. Was Updike a Christian? I don't know anything about his personal life or beliefs. Decide for yourself.

Fine Point (12/22/08)

Why go to Sunday school, though surlily,
and not believe a bit of what was taught?
The desert shepherds in their scratchy robes
undoubtedly existed, and Israel's defeats—
the Temple in its sacredness destroyed
by Babylon and Rome. Yet Jews kept faith
and passed the prayers, the crabbed rites,
from table to table as Christians mocked.

We mocked, but took. The timbrel creed of praise
gives spirit to the daily; blood tinges lips.
The tongue reposes in papyrus pleas,
saying, Surely—magnificent, that "surely"—
goodness and mercy shall follow me all
the days of my life
, my life, forever.

By the way, I got the poem from Rosemary, who also sends the following thoughts, under the heading "Things that annoy me:"

Today's NYT has a quote from a Republican woman upset that Alen Specter switched parties, saying "We're a Christian family with Christian values". How can I be a Presbyterian and NOT be a Christian with people like that? Oh, well...or maybe I should say, Oy vey!


Monday, April 27, 2009

Christians in Politics

I seem to have entered a discussion on FaceBook with a woman who graduated from the same school of nursing that I did, although she is from a much more recent class. I am enjoying the dialogue even though she is more politically conservative that I am. Nevertheless, her thinking is sound and it's helpful to hear her views.

Her FaceBook "friends" are another story. Emotional. Angry. Defensive. But I listen to them too, because they represent a part of the political fabric in our nation that I don't often encounter in the circles in which I travel. That doesn't mean I'm able to just sit back and be an observer without weighing in at times when I think they are really out in left field.

When one of them angrily upbraded the Obama administration as a whole because of an alleged mistake Napolitano made in remarks about the border with Mexico, I replied with this remark:

I agree that this nation seems to be moving to a more socialist political postion, but the Republican stance on minimal regulation hasn't worked either. Look at the greed that has brought our country to its knees, and I'm not blaming Republicans or Democrats for this. We are all at fault for permitting it and for taking advantage of it ourselves. We need to seek a balance that keeps unbridled corporate, governmental, and individual greed in check while allowing the freedom for the people to function democratically. Our system will never be perfect, but we can be better than we currently are without developing hatred for one another and without becoming extremist in our views.

In other discussions where I have entered these "Christian" self-righteous dialogues and where I have promoted a message of balance, it seems to stop the discussion in its tracks. I don't know if this is a strategy that may reach these people or not. For me, it is less a strategy than a genuine statement of how I feel. And maybe that is the way we more progressive Christians might approach our fellow Christians when they step outside the command to love our neighbor as ourselves. Be ourselves. Think through our positions without taking a harsh stand that we are right and everyone else is wrong, and then say what we feel.








Love our neighbors even when it's kinda hard to like them.


Saturday, April 25, 2009

Creationism and the Courts


I totally agree with Dorothy's assessment of the Texas Higher Education Coordinating Board which denied a Creationist group permission to offer a master's degree in science education. I wish these people would get over themselves, but since that won't happen probably until the Creationist's own kids get tired of this silliness, the courts must weigh in.

So here is why I don't get particularly excited over the issue (other than to get disgusted with yet another group trying to push their self-created ideas on everyone else):

1. Something "out there" put in motion that which allows our existence. Very likely we didn't spring out of nowhere.

2. Over the millenia, much has come into being and gone out of being and massive changes have taken place on this planet and in the growth and variety of living things. Only someone in rigid deep denial could dispute this, and there is no point in arguing with these people since their brain has probably solidified their thinking so that they cannot absorb new ideas anymore. All we can do is keep them in check through the courts.

3. We need to think of our entire planet as a living organism and respect it and nurture it as such.

4. The way our world works is that we eat each other. Maybe that is why the Creationists fall apart psychologically. They don't want to be eaten. Rent the movies "Walking with Monsters" and "Walking with Dinosaurs" put out by the BBC to see how this works. Your kids have seen them. You might want to take a look too.

5. "Life" itself is neither kind nor cruel. It is what it is. We humans are born into a situation where we need to learn to take care of ourselves, and this means taking care of those around us as well for we are completely interdependent.

6. There is now a school of thought that believes that we could very well be the only life in the universe. See the message below: "Ordinary, or Are We?" If this is true, and if we come to believe it, will we then finally change our short-term self-destructive thinking? (There is this thought in the back of my mind, buried deep I hope, that if Pakistan and India and Israel and Iran all send nuclear bombs at one another at the same time, the impact on our planet might be so profound that it tilts and changes its rotation around to sun to the point where all life is extinguished, except maybe the cockroaches which seem to be indestructible.) Nuclear non-proliferation doesn't seem to be working, so we'd better begin working toward zero-tolerance even for ourselves and our allies.

7. Apparently Muslim scholars are getting serious about what the Koran is really about just as Christian and Jewish scholars have done for years and are still doing regarding their own "sacred" scriptures and writings. I suspect that we will find that we are closer together in our thinking than the fundamentalists of any religion could ever believe. Hail the day! May it come sooner rather than later. . . or, especially, may it not come too late.

So, as Marting Luther once said: HERE I STAND.

A. I believe that there is a Creator who created me and all that is around me.

B. I believe that evolution is the method that is used to build the Creation slowly, step by step and that it is not yet finished.

C. The Creator has planted in me a sense of presence that I cannot deny. No matter what happens as I try to work out my own life and how I live it, I can find strength through the Spirit that lives within me. I may fall, and I may fail, and I may do wrong, but the Spirit will help me to endure and to get up and try again.

D. There is a purpose to our existence. It is multi-fold and complex. Part of it is compassion, justice, and the recognition that we mean something in the grand scheme of things.

E. I believe that another plane of life exists after this one. Energy doesn't simply cease. It transforms into something else. Read "Journey of Souls" by Michael Newton for the best description of what we know about what happens to us on the other side. What we know is limited but hopeful.

F. God/Allah/G_d, or whatever we choose to call our Creator for the sake of discussion among us is so far beyond our understanding that it is truly unknowable. Any descriptions or definitions diminish it.

G. My job is to find for myself what the Creator wants of me, and to go forward wherever the Spirit leads me. This I will strive to do until my life on earth is ended.




In my Father's house are many dwelling places. I go to prepare a place for you.